He found me in the middle of a war
Or maybe I should say
We found one another
The way two sleepy people—
Heads hanging down
Looking at the ground—
Bumps heads and
Mutter softly,
“Excuse me.”
I behind my shield
Holding to the leather strap
With knuckles white
Hands calloused where my grip
Could not afford to wane
Despite the pain
Of taking blows
And whispering low,
“How much longer?”
He to the left of his sword
Filled with ink
Black and dripping
Onto the page
Bleeding through
Pigments of rage and
Unanswered fear
Composing his mantra,
“What purpose here?”
We met on the battlefield
Surprised and confused
To find company
In the midst of assumed
Isolation
Comforted and ashamed
Of the devastation
We wore like scars and tattoos,
“Come no closer.”
Lucky for me
His eyes were exposed
Unprotected and flashing life
Like a flickering neon sign
Hanging in a window
Passed by thousands
Noticed by few
The shades drawn tight but,
“Open.”
Lucky for him
My grip was weakening
Armor slipping
He saw that I was breathing
Still awake but
Dirty from the fight
Ashamed of the darkness
But longing to ignite,
“Alive.”
We lifted our hands
Almost at the same time
Palms facing the other
Skin cracked and dry
Touching to confirm
Poetry written in the sky
In the form of sunshine
Warm and personified,
“I am here.”
I lowered my defense
He drew something new
Between my mind and my breast
We gazed and we grew
I, he, we began to smile
Said too much
Then nothing at all
Fear melting
Trust erecting a bridge to,
“Surrender.”
© Jill Szoo Wilson
Jill Szoo Wilson 