He said he was like Aragorn—
which simplifies things.
At once there is a kingdom,
a lineage,
a future postponed for noble reasons,
and a woman somewhere
patient enough to make it meaningful.
And since patience,
then waiting,
and since waiting,
then interpretation—
small pauses examined like artifacts,
silences catalogued,
every delay entered into evidence
as proof of depth.
No throne required.
No witnesses.
No public act of choosing.
The crown exists in theory,
which is lighter to carry.
Not just the scale, it’s also the convenience—
a man may remain unfinished indefinitely,
provided the story explains him.
A man may divide his life into careful sections,
call it burden,
call it timing,
call it the long road.
The road lengthens nicely
when no one insists on arrival.
And I—
placed somewhere along this route,
not quite a destination,
more like a well-lit clearing—
am asked, without being asked,
to understand.
To recognize greatness in restraint,
to admire the discipline of postponement,
to hold the shape of a future
that keeps adjusting itself.
Meanwhile, in less mythic settings,
kings tend to announce themselves,
love tends to appear in daylight,
and decisions, when they happen,
have dates.
Still—
it is a beautiful story.
The hidden heir.
The necessary delay.
The almost.
So what can one say
about men who borrow epics—
the historians of themselves,
the quiet editors of consequence—
if anything fits,
it is this:
that in the retelling,
with enough weather,
enough distance,
enough carefully chosen words—
even hesitation
can be mistaken
for destiny.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Tag: Poetry
On Writing, Voice, and Iris Lennox
In January 2023, I made a New Year’s resolution to write more poetry. For once, I actually followed through. I wrote quite a bit that year, but most of it was just okay.
What I started to notice was that all of it sounded like me, but not in that beautifully cohesive way where you can tell a piece is by Emily Dickinson or Wisława Szymborska. There was something a little circular about it.
So the following year, I started taking poetry classes and workshops with real, working poets.
I’m not sure if I’ve gotten better, but I do know this: listening to other students’ and poets’ work in the room changed everything.
I started thinking thoughts I hadn’t thought before and feeling things I didn’t expect to feel again. Just from listening to people write about ordinary moments. The kind that light you up, or break your heart, or make you want to live, but on fire.
Life is so rich and dynamic, and also boring and mundane. And you can write about all of it.
So, I created a pen name: Iris Lennox.
This summer, I’ll be publishing a book of poetry under that name. It felt like the right time to start sharing some of that work and to give that voice a little more room to grow.
I also created a website for it:
I’ll be sharing poems and short pieces there as I continue developing this side of my writing.
❤️,
Jill
Whisper the Passing Time
Memory sifted through their hands
Like water
Or like sand—
The kind of sand that lays flat
On desert ground
And all around the blistered feet
Of those who stand and watch the sun
With faces red
And cracking under heat
Filtered through dust—
Or like water.
Like water
In trickles
Between fingers pruning with excess
Trying to keep it there
Sickeningly aware
Of the weakness in the spaces
Between their fingers
And their hands—
Their memories fell right through
Splashed around their ankles
In a shallow pool
Reflecting upward
Not what was held
But what remained.
Recollections darkened
Not gone—
But changed
Into purples and blues
Certain as midnight
Uncertain as morning.
The light from those days
Did not disappear
It bent
Casting shadows
From the figures they had formed
In the mind—
Standing still
Even as everything else moved.
Not that they lied,
They simply could not see
That the laughter of then
Would return differently
That what once rang out
Clear and effortless
Would come back softened
Carrying weight
They had not yet learned to name.
They heard the voices
Of those they knew
From long ago days
When laughter was simple
Easy as something rolling
Downward
Without resistance—
Smooth in the hand
Bright in the light
Held up and turned
Until color revealed itself
And then slipped away again.
Recollections continued
Not fixed
Not held—
But moving
Across the surface of them
As water does
As sand does
Shifting
Settling
Lifting
And falling
Without asking permission.
Their memories were old
But inside them
Something remained
Not unchanged—
But present.
A trace
A tone
A warmth
That did not belong
Only to the past
But to the shape
Of what they had become.
Memory sifted through their hands
And still
Something stayed—
Not in the grasp
But in the holding
They could no longer see.
Recollections whispered
The passing time—
Not hurried
Not still—
Simple as a falling grain
Intricate as the path it takes.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Poem: Until It’s Time

The branch has lowered itself
just enough
to suggest an invitation.
Not to take—
only to come closer.
A cluster of blossoms gathers here,
pink in several decisions,
each petal folded inward
where light reaches
and shadow remains
until
it’s time.
They hold more air than expected.
When the breeze passes through,
the movement is slight—
not a flutter,
not quite a sway—
something closer to breath
distributed among them.
The scent does not arrive all at once.
It holds.
A faint sweetness
moves in and out of notice,
never settling long enough
to be claimed.
It resembles something remembered
without the obligation to be exact.
The bark chooses not to participate.
It’s rough
where the blossoms are not.
A hand, placed there briefly,
would feel the distinction immediately.
Somewhere beyond the frame,
grass yields under passing steps—
a quiet compression,
then release.
Water watches,
with continuity,
a low, steady movement
that declines the possibility
of becoming the subject—
ever the supporting role.
The blossoms remain.
Close enough to touch.
Close enough to confirm
what they appear to promise—
a softness that would not resist
the certainty of fingers.
The distance holds.
The air carries a trace of green—
pale and timid,
warm and cool—
tumbling against itself
waiting to affirm a victor.
Summer already knows who will win.
For now,
the air passes through the mouth unnoticed
halfway inhale
halfway exhale.
Then it is gone again.
The branch lifts slightly
or the body does—
it’s difficult to say which.
The blossoms return
to their position among many,
indistinguishable at a glance.
Still—
for a moment,
they held the conscious weight
of examination.
And in that moment,
briefly,
blushed at their own beauty.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Iris Lennox

This one did not arrive gently.
The edges remember something—
a pressure,
a folding back,
as if each petal had to argue
for its place in the light.
Nothing about it is smooth.
The ruffles hold.
The color deepens where it was once hidden.
Even the softness has weight to it.
You could say it opened.
But that would miss
what it endured to become open.
There are days
the sky lowers itself without warning,
and everything living is asked
to stay.
No explanation is offered.
No promise of outcome.
Just weather.
Still, something in the root
keeps drawing what it can.
Still, something in the stem
lifts what it has been given.
And when it is finally visible—
the pale, steady unfolding—
no one sees the storms.
Only the shape they left behind.
Only the quiet fact
that it did not close again.
Only the way it stands
as if the breaking of it
was never the end.
@Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Selected Writing by Jill Szoo Wilson
I’ve been asked to create a Where to Begin page for my poetry. Good idea!
Here are the top 10 poems by Jill Szoo Wilson based on website views over the years, public response at poetry readings, and generous feedback from readers like you.
- Moonlight We
- She Spoke of Love
- Love and Alive
- Un/Forgiven
- Lighthouse Hero
- God of the Street
- Algorithms of Fathers and Sons (And Daughters, Too)
- Unzipped
- Drenched
- Opposite Sides of the Wall
You can also find me on Substack under Jill Szoo Wilson and Necessary Whispers.
I tend to share newer poems and unpolished thoughts over there.
Stay curious,
Jill Szoo Wilson
Poem: And She Flew
Currents of wind
Grasping blue
From the sky
Mixing colors—
Translucent white
Floating by
In puffs
Like smoke
But water
Cascading
Masquerading
As clouds, drifting down
To rest upon
The ocean’s top
Atop the undercurrents
Pulling dark and light
Together
In a haze
Under the phase
Of the moon
Where fullness
Steers the darkness
From the light.
At night the sense of
Flight
Alights
In dreams and hopes
A knotted rope
Hangs from the stars
And swings
As she sings
Like a bird
Whose song is sung
Carelessly
Without thought
She calls into the night
Filling it
From empty
To bright
And falls into
The space where
Downwind caresses
Upwind lifts
And buoyancy calls her
Higher still.
As hummingbirds swing
Creatures below
Sting
With venom held
Inside teeth
Red with the catching
Stories repeat
Through dust and mold
Dark with lies
Whispered inside
By unseen spies
Who feed on souls
Who fill the roles
Like actors
Paid to play
Unable to reach
The heart
And open—
Unfold
Like art.
The ones below
Whose wings were clipped
Set a scheme
Narrow as a
Tightrope
A balance beam
A trap
Set with bait
And they waited
Inside a box
Designed to promise
The only way
Into hope
From hopelessness—
To pull her down
To steal her crown
A crucible
Of fire
Inside folded walls
Where stories
Cease to be told.
She flapped her wings
Tilted her head
Toward the earth
Wondered
Then wandered
Through the expanse
Where freedom
Takes its chance
On little birds
Such as she
She caught a breeze
Saw her reflection
In the sea
Caught a glimpse
Of her worth
And floated down
To the cardboard flaps
Of the box
The dark ones
Moved
Like worms
The kind of worms
Eaten by birds.
It looked easy enough
Fold the second flap
Then the first
And follow the way
They had planned
To be kept
From the sky
From the breeze
From the warmth of the sun
The turn of the season
From the spring
That would
Enchant her
Like a lover
Enhance her
With colors
Vibrant
Breathing
Beating
With life
To romance her.
“No,” she thought
And then—
“No,” she said
The comfort of that dark
Is stark
The safety of that space
Is small
A quiet that settles
For an hour
Sweet at first
Then turning
She felt it
And knew it
And chose—
She rose
And she flew
And she flew.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Poem: Field of View

A man sits at a desk
with a telescope.
He has positioned it carefully.
The angle is correct.
The candle has been trimmed.
He is searching the sky
for something of importance.
The sky, meanwhile,
contains everything.
He believes in instruments.
He believes in narrowing the field.
He believes that what matters
will appear in the center.
The lens obliges.
It offers a disciplined circle.
Stars enter one at a time,
as if taking a number.
Then a streak of light
crosses the room.
Not through the telescope.
Beside it.
The man does not see it.
He is concentrating.
The sky has chosen
a different method of entry.
He adjusts the focus.
He notes the stability of the heavens.
He appreciates their order.
Something bright fades near the wall.
He records nothing.
In this way
the universe remains vast,
and the man remains certain.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026
Come Visit Me on Substack
Hello friends,
I wanted to let you know that I’ve also been writing over on Substack. That publication is called Necessary Whispers, and it’s a bit more casual than what I tend to post here.
I just began a small series called 20-Today. The idea is simple: I write one poem or observation each day while I’m in motion — at the gym or on a trail — and I stop at twenty minutes.
That’s the only rule.
After spending much of this past year writing through heavier subjects, I’m turning toward something lighter. Writing simply for the joy of it!
If you’re curious, I’d love to have you join me there.
Here’s the link:
https://substack.com/@jillszoowilson
As always, thank you for reading, wherever you are.
❤️
Jill
Poem: Lucy, After
History prefers its geniuses solemn.
Preferably male.
Preferably seated.
Preferably holding a cigar—
not a cigarello
between long red fingernails.
Instead—
a woman with hair like an emergency flare.
Tell me:
who approved that color?
Which committee of grey
signed off on scarlet?
She slips on grapes.
The floor does not conspire.
Gravity does what gravity has always done.
The miracle is timing.
A conveyor belt advances chocolates
toward frenzy.
She does not manage the machinery.
She collaborates with it.
Is this not a form of authorship?
To be devoured publicly
and still shape the rhythm?
Another spoonful.
The vowels lose confidence.
A nation repeats the error
faithfully.
Behind the laughter—
what?
A pen moving.
A contract reconsidered.
A chair dragged two inches closer to the head of the table.
Two inches is nothing.
Two inches is history.
The cigars call her difficult.
Smoke prefers obedience.
Fire prefers oxygen.
Which one endures?
The camera adored her.
Which is to say
it surrendered.
Or did she surrender first—
learning its angles,
its appetite,
the exact duration of a silence
before an audience inhales?
Meanwhile, another actress waits
in a hallway that smells faintly of carpet glue
and compromise.
How long has she been there?
Since childhood?
Since the first “maybe next time”?
Lucy opens the door.
The actress who had trimmed her ambition
to fit inside the cigars’ shadows
discovers a window.
Somewhere, years later,
a woman walks into a room
and does not think to apologize.
How does permission travel?
Through blood?
Through rumor?
Through reruns?
The grapes are now wine.
The pratfall loops.
The Martian is still loitering
on the windowsill.
Was she a clown?
An executive?
A wife staging chaos while drafting order?
Yes.
Is solemnity the only costume
genius may wear?
If so,
why did the room tilt
when she leaned?
She falls.
She rises.
The laughter echoes.
The chairs remain turned
toward hers.
© Jill Szoo Wilson, 2026

